still here

I haven't written in a while. i got tied up playing my video games. on the 360 and on the
pc. Then spring break. Everytime i thought i was going to type something came up.
Man, we recently shut off the house phone and went to cell phones. I love it. it's cheaper
they're always with us, and so far no annoying credit calls.
We are now a month away from charlie graduating, less than that til his prom. I've watch grow
and i'm proud of who he's turning into, but I still want to cry knowing he's not that
little baby that i could hold and protect. If i tried to hold him now, i'd more than likely break my back.
One of the test that alex just had, shows that he has a big part of colon. So it maybe
not sure yet, maybe possible to have his bag removed. Looking at him too, he's not a baby
anymore either. tall, deep voice, very stubborn. And yes still grounded.
I am going to go for now. I do have a lot i could talk about, but for today i'm not going
to overdo it. Just wanted everyone to know i'm still here.