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Thursday, September 17, 2009

It's been a long time

I haven't been on in 5 months. Wow, that's a while.... A lot of things have changed. My oldest baby left for college. I know he's only an hour away, but it still isn't any easier to let go. Well, he's having no trouble letting go, but i am. He is doing so good, and i am very proud of him. However, his younger brother's keeping me on my toes. I didn't realize that a 15 year old boy would take so much of my energy just trying to keep him out of trouble. From a fight at school, To not being where he told me he would be, and OMG the girls........
My sweet hubby started a new job, and my seizure doc is talking about sending me to a specialist, b cuz i am having too many space out spells.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Still looking for a house. It's time to get out of this trailor. Gonna go for now. Much love.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

TIME TO VENT

Yes, it's time for me to vent. Those who know me, know that i love my family
no matter what. But at the same time when they act stupid, it may take me
a while but i'll tell them. You know I'm tired of everyone blaming their actions
on other people. You know right now, my mom won't talk to me. But you know
that's my fault. I said something I felt was true and it hurt her feelings. So, yes
it was my own actions that caused it. not hers.
I guess i'm going to have to stay off my facebook, because now my cousin has
just really set me off. She already knows the prob that her mom has. She knows that
if you don't call her, she won't call you. And if you haven't tried since christmas then
who in the world do you think you are telling people she's ignoring you?
She made promises too about moving back to arkansas and she hasn't followed
through on a damn one of them. She wants to play the church going-holier than
thou stuck up brat. Just because her butt's in a pew doesn't make her better than
anyone. Like I said a month or two back, if you put one person's past away, put the others
away too. You can't be fake and false. Honestly she is not, and never was the person she
wants outsiders to think she is. I told you i needed to vent.
That's what happens when i don't blog or talk like i should. I end up holding too
much in, and imploding on myself. I know it doesn't matter what i say. She'll never feel
like she's wrong, but hey i feel better getting it off my chest.

still here

I haven't written in a while. i got tied up playing my video games. on the 360 and on the
pc. Then spring break. Everytime i thought i was going to type something came up.
Man, we recently shut off the house phone and went to cell phones. I love it. it's cheaper
they're always with us, and so far no annoying credit calls.
We are now a month away from charlie graduating, less than that til his prom. I've watch grow
and i'm proud of who he's turning into, but I still want to cry knowing he's not that
little baby that i could hold and protect. If i tried to hold him now, i'd more than likely break my back.
One of the test that alex just had, shows that he has a big part of colon. So it maybe
not sure yet, maybe possible to have his bag removed. Looking at him too, he's not a baby
anymore either. tall, deep voice, very stubborn. And yes still grounded.
I am going to go for now. I do have a lot i could talk about, but for today i'm not going
to overdo it. Just wanted everyone to know i'm still here.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

IF WISHES WERE..........................

I would love to say that things have been quiet around here. I would love to say it.
A friend of mine, her mom had a stroke. Thankfully the only thing affected was her
speech. My best friend had someone very close to her die in her arms.
Charlie has gotten 2 speeding tickets. Even though i just put out 158.00 to get the
speedometer fixed, because it was five miles off. And alex....... well alex no matter how
much trouble he's in, can always find a way to bring life to where ever he's at. He's been
grounded forever. Everytime it looks like he might get ungrounded he does something
else or a grade falls really low.
We've had are 2nd appointment at children's hospital yesterday to find out if alex will
ever be able to have surgery to create a makeshift colon. One more test to go. So far
the 2 he's had seem promising.
Well like i said this week has been anything but quiet and relaxing. The boys and i
were at o'reilly's picking up the speed sensor for chucks truck the other day. As we're leaving
i remember saying something to the affect of i wish we'd had known about this somehow
before the 2 tickets, or something. I just remember saying i wish. Well, my wonderful alex
with a straight face and matter of fact tone of voice. looks at charlie and i, and says,
"if wishes were fishes, we'd all be swimmin in the ocean." I kid you not. Where his mind
comes up with these things i'll never know. And not always the best timing, but after
spending that kind of money on a speed sensor. Charlie and i lost our composure and laughed
until we hurt.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

just a little update

Things have been pretty good lately. We went last night out to eric's aunt and uncles house
one of his uncles is in from florida. So we all met out there, and ate and laughed and talked,
and watched alex get his butt beat on the wii. Yes he was bowling on the wii against his mimi pelton, and she kicked his tiny hiney. I loved it. We don't plan on letting him live it down.
Charles just got back from choir festivale and they did really well. I'm always happy when he makes it home safely. I have to run for now. I need soda and of course have to go to the store to get it.